I remember 9/11. The attacks were horrifying, angering,
fear-inducing, and wholly terrible. And in the aftermath of those horrible
events, I felt no peace. I felt no hope.
I was confused, angry, and even somewhat vengeful. I know I
was not alone. Publically I tried to be a voice of calm, peace, and compassion –
inside I felt lost and troubled.
In John 14:25-31, when Jesus was saying his “good-bye” to
the disciples, he had to know that they were feeling lost and troubled. He had
to know that calm, peace, and hope were far away.
And he still said to them, “Peace I leave with you.” “Do not let your hearts be troubled, and do
not let them be afraid.”
I am sure that after Jesus spoke, the disciples were still
troubled and afraid.
Jesus’ words weren’t a commandment to follow. They were
words of encouragement and hope – words that would provide much more comfort
later – but not then.
10 years after 9/11, I am hopeful, calm, and feel much at
peace. I don’t feel vengeful or angry.
Yet my heart is still troubled. I know that at least a part of me is
afraid.
But I pray that Jesus’ words, the ones that offered, at some
time, comfort to the disciples, will bring comfort at some time to all who
still are troubled and afraid.
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