Showing posts with label sabbatical. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sabbatical. Show all posts

4/09/2006

Totally Relaxing

Yesterday was the perfect way to end a sabbatical. I experienced an all day "Practicing the presence of God" retreat followed by a "Contemplative Youth Ministry" presentation. It was like getting a back massage when you were already completely relaxed -- absolutely, totally relaxing. The retreat and presentation were also the perfect companion to Soul Searching : The Religious and Spiritual Lives of American Teenagers, the book I just finished. The book, Contemplative Youth Ministry, really addresses some of the issues in Soul Searching and offers suggestions to engage people with ancient practices to help them really meet God and be moved to live as one of Jesus followers instead of using religion as a tool to be good and to be successful.

The day also helped me to reflect on the wonderful experience sabbatical has been. As I worked on the various projects I wished to do during sabbatical, I was drawn closer to God because the noise of everyday life was filtered out in favor or something that gave me an invitation to listen.
  • The music reached a place in me that never has a chance to get reached that deeply. And because there was so much music, I was able to stay in that place much longer than ever possible.
  • The writing helped me to reach deeper into how I experience God in my life. It really helped me to reflect on what God has done and continues to do.
  • The reading gave me insight that I know will help me as I re-enter the world of working.
  • The relaxing and silence did exactly what the books say they do. They let me simply be. They let me experience the love of Jesus uninterrupted by anything.

Sabbatical has been relaxing, refreshing, rejuvenating and renovating.

Amen.

4/08/2006

The last week

Well then.

It's just about over. Time for something new to begin.

I'm not going to go all contemplative in the blog today, however. I'll post something much more reflective sometime over the next few days. (I'm attending an all day retreat focusing on Contemplative Youth Ministry today -- finishing up sabbatical quietly.)

But this entry simply looks over the last 6 weeks and what I've been doing.
There's a pretty extensive article about my sabbatical in the Daily Herald today. (Yesterday there was one in the Wheaton Sun.)

Here's what I've been up to:

Churches I where I worshipped


Songs

  1. If You're Happy and You Know It
  2. The Muffin Man
  3. Old MacDonald
  4. Don't Brush Your Teeth While You're Driving
  5. Marching Around the Room
  6. B-I-N-G-O
  7. Help Me (Psalm 88)
  8. Head Shoulders Knees and Toes
  9. I'm a Little Teapot
  10. Brushing Your Teeth
  11. The Hole in the Bottom of the Sea
  12. I Always Go Potty in the Toilet
  13. Change Your Diaper
  14. Flush the Toilet Every Time
  15. I've been working on the Railroad
  16. London Bridge
  17. Dress Up Contest
  18. Seek Justice
  19. The Cheese Song
  20. Mary Had a Little Lamb
  21. Pop! Goes the Weasel
  22. Jumping
  23. Shoo Fly
  24. A Square Has Four Corners
  25. This Old Man
  26. The Wheels on the Bus
  27. The Itsy Bitsy Spider
  28. The Snakes are on the Plane
  29. Twinkle-ABC-Baa Baa

Writing:

Chapters in Gross Theology

  • Belching
  • Wounds
  • Blood

Web Articles for i.ucc.org

Web work

Video Documentary (still in process)

Training and Learning

Book I finally finished reading

There are a few more things -- like movies I saw and TV I watched and some things that are more significant than that -- but you get the idea. If you want to find the rest you can spend a whole lot of time looking at the past 6 weeks of blog entries!

It's been wonderful!

4/07/2006

Documentary

Yesterday I added another short sequence to "sabbatical". I'm either going to do just one more and then a closing or I'm going to incorporate everything into the closing. I think the final version of the project will be done Monday or Tuesday. (Post-production? We don't need no stinking post-production!)

It seems the rest of the day was pretty relaxed -- a little more reading, agreeing to do an album review for a record that's due in stores in June (but I can't tell you what record it is for a long time -- I think if I do I get in big trouble from someone), writing some of the blister lesson in Gross Theology and submitting an assignment for an online course I'm taking called "Biblical and Theological Self- Defense for the UCC".

And then today there's an article about my sabbatical in the Wheaton Sun. Cool.

2 more days. . .

4/06/2006

Blood Flow

Yesterday I finally finished the blood chapter in Gross Theology. And then I started with the blister chapter. At first I was going with the "Play with fire -- get burned" direction, but then I changed my mind and am now working on a "blisters are the result of hard work" or "walk a mile in someone else's shoes and you'll probably get blisters" direction. I'll work on that one more today.

I had a short interview for another newspaper -- this one should be in on Saturday -- the other one runs tomorrow, I think.


And I'm also dangerously close to being finished reading Soul Searching.

3 days left . . .

4/05/2006

Sing a New Song

I re-recorded I've Been Working on the Railroad, Brushing Your Teeth and The Muffin Man yesterday. I think the harmonies work better this time -- At least they don't sound painful. Now the recording is complete -- I started working on the artwork and track listing for the CD. As I've come to realize during this project -- I'm not a great singer -- but I've sure loved putting "The Man with the Guitar" together. It may be available in about 4 weeks. If you buy it I'll be grateful.

I didn't do any writing in Gross Theology yesterday, though. Today?

4/04/2006

Winding Down

I feel like things are going a little slower for the last week of sabbatical. But maybe I'm just getting ready for them to go faster so it seems slower.

Yesterday I re-mixed B-I-N-G-O, Marching Around the Room, Old MacDonald and Don't Brush Your Teeth While You're Driving. I think the vocals and insturmentation have a better blend in each one now.

I also entered a new blog article at i.ucc.org. This one covers Mark chapters 14 and 15 and focuses on how the story is about people doing things that are good and things that are bad and how Jesus still gives life. (OK -- there's more to it than that -- you'll have to read it.)

With the blog thoughts in mind, I also did some more work on the latest Gross Theology chapter -- the one about blood. I think I have the basis done, but it seems like I get to the main point too quickly. I'll work more on that one today.

Oh, and I also watched the latest episode of that show Traci abhors last night.

4/02/2006

5 weeks

Yesterday's blog was an April Fool's joke.

Today's simply goes over whatever it is I've been doing this week.

Songs:

i.ucc.org

Website Work

Gross Theology

  • Finished "Wounds" chapter
  • Working on "Blood" chapter

Documentary

Reading

Movies I saw

  • Failure to Launch (Fairly engaging story with a horrible and movie-wrecking animal "story" woven in.)
  • Ice Age: The Meltdown (The kids loved it -- aside from the "Scrat" scenes, it was torturous for me)

One more week to go!

3/31/2006

Some closure

I think I finished making any new music recordings yesterday. Now comes remixing, re-recording parts (or maybe even songs) and more thoroughly investigating whether or not to release everything on a packaged CD and if I do, exactly how to go about that and what the best company is to do it. The song I completed yesterday is one that covers three songs. I call it Twinkle-ABC-Baa Baa. I also did a remix of If You're Happy and You Know It. I don't know which one sounds better -- the new one or the old one.

A newspaper reporter came over yesterday to interview me about the "Pastor giving up church for Lent" idea. I think the interview went well -- the article is planned for sometime next week (probably later in the week)

As my sabbatical begins to wind down, I'm feeling a whole lot of peace, but now there's a little sense of apprehension.

I guess I'm starting to realize that sabbatical is going to end soon.

3/30/2006

What If . . .

I recorded some rhythm and guitar tracks for the Twinkle Twinkle Little Star medley yesterday. But when I was trying to add more guitar tracks I realized I had messed up completely on the rhythm tracks -- making the rest of the song useless. I get to start from scratch today. (No, I'm not going to release the useless version.)

I did add a new segment to sabbatical (the documentary) yesterday too. In it I suggest this: What if churches took one or two Sundays a year as "sabbatical Sundays" -- where the pastors attended worship at the church they serve -- but they didn't come early to open the doors, make the coffee, teach a class, have anything to do with the leadership in worship, or lead any meetings afterwards. They would just show up for worship, sit with their family (or friends) and afterwards spend time chatting with everyone and then go home.
I suggested this because of the wonderful experience I've had simply attending church these past four weeks. I've experienced God's presence without having a plan for how things have to go. I realized that never being able to experience this at the church I serve makes it so I can never fully experience that joy in the place I come to worship every week. I guess my thoughts are a little selfish, but I still think its a good idea for all churches to consider.

I started on a new lesson for Gross Theology too. This one is about blood -- the direction I'm going with it is how blood carries nourishment and takes away waste. It gives life.

And . . . yesterday a newspaper photographer was here taking pictures of the things I've been doing during my lent sabbatical.

I guess it's a good thing it wasn't a day where I sat around watching TV.

3/29/2006

Show me the Cache

Yesterday I spent the morning at the Fox Valley Association, Illinois Conference of the United Church of Christ's (long name, eh?) 2nd floor offices in Elgin. The mission? Help change the character of the association's web page. I worked with our new acting association minister (another long name) and we made a start. Here's what the main page looks like now -- and here's what it looked like before we made any changes. Over the next several weeks you should see more changes and a more updated site.

And after I scolded myself a little for not working on Gross Theology, I wrapped up another lesson -- this one is about wounds. If any of you would like to see and use a sample lesson from the upcoming (well, at some point) book, please contact me. Evaluations from people who have used the lessons in their rough form will help the book be better when it is finished.

Ta ta for now~

3/28/2006

Hiss

I had the opportunity to participate in a pre-press conference for bloggers from the United Church of Christ. It was a different experience being a part of "the press" for the conference. The blog entry just prior to this one give a rundown of the new commercial for the stillspeaking initiative and some of the new information surrounding it. I noticed on a blogsearch that and increasing number people are blogging about "Ejector Seat."

Yesterday I posted a new blog entry at i.ucc.org in the "open the Bible" section. It's about God's restoration to a people who are hopeless and still rejecting God. (Here's a repost -- it's no longer active on i.ucc)

I also recorded a couple more songs: The Wheels on the Bus (With a different role for the Daddies) and The Itsy Bitsy Spider. (with a surprise ending) I've almost completed all the songs I had scheduled to record while I was on sabbatical. Of course, the book writing hasn't gone along as well as I'd planned either. I'd better focus a little more on that over last week and a half!

I also had a "Why not?" creative moment last evening. There's been a bunch of buzz about a new movie scheduled to release in August called Snakes on a Plane. I went to their early website and saw a "Get you music featured on Snakes on a Plane" contest.

So I wrote a slightly cheesy hard rock song, recorded it and submitted it to the contest. You can listen to it and then vote (voting starts April 19th) for it as the best song. (Well, you should probably really think it is the best song, but I won't be picky if you want to vote for it because you like me, either.) The song is called "The Snakes are on the Plane."

I'm sure there's a theological discussion about the movie brewing.

3/27/2006

Like Visiting Home

I worshipped at the Congregational Church of Batavia yesterday. It really felt like I was visiting home after being away for awhile.

I served as director, and then minister, of Christian Education and Youth there from 1994-99. It was nice to see so many familiar faces and to have such an overwhelming sense of welcome.

The senior pastor is an absolute genius. He preached that God, as our creator, has the right to punish us for violating God's being. Instead, God forgives us.

I was particularly moved by a solo sung by a high schooler who was so much younger when I served in Batavia.

God is still filling my soul with awe.

3/25/2006

28 Days Later

OK -- no horrible virus or scary movie here. I've just been on sabbatical for 4 weeks. Here's the wrap-up for week 4.

Songs:
Writing:
Reading

Movies I saw

  • Walkout
  • Inside Man (Saw this one yesterday afternoon. It's entertaining with many twists to keep you guessing. It's worth seeing.)

Fun stuff

God is still providing rest, refreshment and rejuvenation!

3/24/2006

Peaceful for Peace

Yesterday the news covered the rescue of Jim Loney, Harmeet Sooden, and Norman Kember - members of Christian Peacemaker Teams who have been held captive in Iraq for nearly four months. The celebration of their rescue is coupled with the mourning over the death of Tom Fox, another member of their team.

In January, I had a chance to meet Jim Fitzgerald, a member of Christian Peacemaker Teams USA. He was one of the presenters at a Illinois Conference Youth Initiative Peace Retreat I helped lead. I found a quiet, unassuming man who displays incredible courage in "standing in the way" of violence. There's no "fight for peace" or "war on violence." CPT stands for peace, period. As we celebrate a rescue and mourn a loss, I hope that the message of spreading peace by being peaceful rings all over the world.

* * * *

Yesterday I also discovered a tiny bit of controversy with the name of this blog. On January 15th of this year I registered sabblogical.com in preparation for blogging about my sabbatical experience. I had actually thought I was going to call it "sabblogital" but when I wrote it down on paper I realized that it didn't work as an inserting of "blog" into "sabbatical." So I registered sabblogical.com and givingupchurchforlent.com at the same time. (I haven't done any kind of publicity on givingupchurchforlent.com, but if you type in that site, you get this site.) I figured that sabblogical was a hard word to remember for many (and apparently, it isn't all that easy to pronounce correctly -- many people have said, "Is that sabb - logical?") and "giving up church for lent" is something people would remember.

But now comes the slight controversy. Earlier this week I googled (cha-ching!) "sabblogical" and found just a few entries. The first one refers to this site. Then there are two others. One refers to a sabbatical proposal that a person named "Elliot" who's blogger profile says that he is an English teacher from Western New York. In February of 2005 he said that if he gets to take his proposed sabbatical he thought he might blog about it in a blog called "sabblogical." Elliot's last blog entry, as far as I know, was the one I read from February of 2005.

Another entry comes from a many named Kevin Boyd, who decided to take a break from blogging and called the blog-free period "sabblogical." He used the word October 4, 2005. (In this case, he gave credit to a person named Shawn for the word.)

And that brings us to Shawn, who doesn't appear in a google search. But in a blogger search, I found Shawn Ashmore, who in September of 2005 thought he should coin the term "sabblogical" and then cash in on the sweet royalties later.

What Elliot was planning (or thinking about) is much more in keeping with what I'm doing -- Shawn and Kevin have a different definition for the word.) My definition is "A blog written by a person during a sabbatical."

I had no idea about any of these entries before starting sabblogical, but I wonder what Elliot, Shawn and Kevin are doing now. (Well, Shawn still has an active blog, as does Kevin. I have no idea what happened with Elliot.) I looks like three of us came up with the word independently, though Elliot was the one who sang first.

* * * *

I sang yesterday too. (Bing! Another tremendous segue!) I recorded Jumping and Shoo Fly. The lyric for Jumping is pretty much that one word, and it is hard to say over and over again. Thankfully, when I am singing it with a bunch of little ones they are jumping and laughing instead of noticing my enunciation. I wrote it one day right after singing Marching Around the Room because I needed another active song.

Sometimes after the last word in the song I laugh like the kids at the end of the VeggieTales theme.

3/23/2006

15 minutes

Yesterday this blog was featured in the Youth Specialties YS update for 3.22.06. For the day, web traffic here was 17x what it normally is. (Almost nobody usually goes here -- so there's still nothing to clog up blogspot.com's servers!) But for a day at least, I had a popular blog.

My wife said, "Please don't steal the songs and sell them like they were yours." (I say "Feel free to download and listen though!")

Speaking of songs, (WOW! What a great segue!) yesterday morning I recorded Mary Had a Little Lamb and Pop! Goes the Weasel. I learned the lyrics to Mary from a pre-school teacher and did my own research to find the most common lyrics for Pop! I actually recorded Mary in the morning and in the evening before I got a version that wasn't too terrible.

I also got to finish watching Walkout -- a new HBO film based on the 1968 East L.A. student protests. There's a line in the movie that says something like "If it isn't written in the history books, it didn't happen." I'm glad that this movie finally happened, because I don't think that most people know that these protests happened. I know I didn't. Sure, the movie isn't blockbuster or Oscar material, but it tells a story that gripped and moved me. I'm sure it will be on DVD before year's end for anyone who doesn't have HBO.

3/22/2006

Election

Yesterday I spent time reading the book I've been looking at for the past couple of weeks. Soul Searching still is a difficult read, but I found some really significant quotes this time.


  • "In our in-depth interviews with U.S. teenagers, we also found the vast majority of them to be incredibly inarticulate about their faith, their religious beliefs and practices, and it's meaning or place in their lives." (p.131)
  • "Many of the youth we interviewed were quite conversant when it came to their views on salient issues in their lives about which they had been educated and had practice discussing, such as the dangers of drug abuse and STD's." (p. 133)
  • "American parents use religion instrumentally to achieve prosocial outcomes for their children, to help their kids be more healthy, saffe and successful in life." (p. 148)
  • "What very few U.S. teens seem to believe, to put it one way, is that religion is about orienting people to the authoritative will and purposes of God or about serious, life-changing participation in the practices of the community of people who inherit the religiocultural and ethical tradition. As far as we could discern, what most teens appear to believe instead is that religion is about God responding to the authoritative desires and feelings of people." (p. 149)
  • "The overwhelming number of U.S. teens engage and value religion, not for the sake of God, or the common good of a just society, or for composing through identity and observance of a distinctive community of people, but for the instrumental good it does them." (p. 150)
The book is expressing a far different view from the "teens are looking for something deeper, something authentic when it comes to faith" idea that seems to be prevalent among youth ministry experts nowadays. It is saying that youth today are looking to religion for what they can get out of it. It doesn't seem that different than what I think is the case with adults.

If all of this is true, how would one go about bringing change to a population who are in it for themselves instead of others?

I also voted yesterday. And my daughter had a featured solo in her High School's spring choral concert.

I'm a proud dad -- with lots of questions.

3/21/2006

Re-cheesey

Yesterday I finally did it. I recorded The Cheese Song again. I had recorded it back on 2003 on my Tascam 414 mkII portastudio -- but this time I had more tracks to fill up the sound and add some extra orchestration. I think it turned out pretty well. I actually did a first version in the morning and then remixed and added one more part in the evening to get the final version. Now you can hear the new recording of The Cheese Song (you can hear the old version by clicking on the title of this entry)

Since I was in the mood to re-do things, I also re-recorded the harmonies for I've Been Working on the Railroad. It's still not perfect -- but I think it is better.

But recording wasn't the only thing yesterday . . . In addition to watching some new episodes of Dr. Who, (I hadn't watched an episode since I was in college when watching Dr. Who was apparently required) I posted the first real blog entry at i.ucc.org in the "opening the Bible" section. (You have to go to "stretch your mind" first to get there.) It's about the serpent on the pole.The blog entry was titled, "Snakes, why'd it have to be snakes?" -- but after awhile it's been cleaned out to make room for more recent entries. Here's a repost.

3/20/2006

Like the Swoosh?

I worshipped at First Congregational Church of Glen Ellyn yesterday. First Cong is an historic congregation -- they formed in 1862.

I was warmly welcomed and really enjoyed the puzzled looks I got from the senior and associate ministers as they saw me and asked "What are you doing here?" Then I told them I was taking a sabbatical.

I thoroughly enjoyed worshipping at First Cong. Though they don't have a praise band that plays regularly, on this Sunday Harley and Gabrielle Ferris from First Presbyterian Church of River Forest led an energized praise chorus from First Cong. I even got to hear "Fly" and "Kingdom Come"in their first public performance. (Harley wrote both songs.)

The morning's guest preacher was Ron Buford, the director of the UCC's "God is Still Speaking" Initiative. I loved hearing from Ron at the training I attended the day before. He is passionate about telling others about God's extravagant welcome. I was glad for another dose. (Ron is the man who has a dream to have the UCC comma to be as well known as the Nike swoosh)

The most moving part of the worship service for me was the closing hymn -- a breathtaking rendition of Amazing Grace.

God is still giving chills, too.

3/19/2006

A Real Sabbatical?

Over the past few weeks, when I tell someone that I am taking a sabbatical, the following conversation usually occurs:

"Where are you going for your sabbatical?"
"Nowhere really-- I'm staying at home."
"What classes are you taking?"
"Well, I'm not doing any classes really. I'm spending a lot of time resting."
"You can do that? I thought you had to do some project or go on a big trip or something."
"No -- it's a time to rest." (Then I tell them the things I have been doing -- but you can read them for yourself on previous posts.)

Well, yesterday I did something that most would consider a 'sabbatical thing.'

I attended a seminar to be trained as a trainer for churches who have opted in to the stillspeaking initiative of the United Church of Christ. We got to see the new commercial -- set to debut online on March 27 and on television on April 3. It was a day of excitement, community, Bible study, learning and preparation for helping others to share God's extravagant welcome with all.

I'll post a link to the new, whimsical and poignant commercial here on the 27th.

3/18/2006

3 Weeks

Another restful, refreshing and rejuvenating week gone by.

There was a short article about me in the Warrenville Today newspaper (They're pretty new -- no web site that I know of) this week. It just told about what I've been doing -- with the headline "Pastor Gives Up Church for Lent." The phrase is, I admit, dramatic and fun -- I love to have the conversations with people about what it really means after I say it or they read it.

This week's "What did Kirk Do?" update. . .

Songs:


Video:
  • Sabbatical (The next chapter of me trying to make a belching machine)

Web site
  • grosstheology.com (The site to promote the book I'm writing during sabbatical)
  • I also wrote the belching lesson and started on the wounds lesson

Book I'm reading

Wow -- that's a lot.